You guys will like this I think.
I was talking to Javier's stepmother today. Last time I messaged her I explained to her that me and Javier were no longer talking and I needed to know if he had sent the papers back to the hospital for paternity. She finally messaged me back together and said that she asked him but he didn't answer her.
I told her that if he doesn't want to see or be a part of Mia's life, fine, but he is at least going to have to pay me child support for the child that he helped me make. She said she will tell him to call me, but I doubt he will. So we got to talking.
I told her that each day it gets harder trying to raise Mia knowing that whole situation with him could of been prevented. That I still have feelings for him and I wish he would just come through one day. Sooo, she let the cat out of the hat and told me that Javier dropped out of college, has no job, has a new girlfriend. Also he is not paying child support to Karla or Sue-hay. So he is most likely going to jail. He knows he is going to go to jail, so she thinks that he is going to move to Wisconsin with his real mother.
For what? I don't know, maybe in his mind he thinks he can run. But it will all catch up with him.
I am turned off, but at the same time I feel bad. This wholeee thing could of been prevented. If he just would of stepped up to the plate, got a job and stopped hitting me while I was down there I would of stayed. This never would of happened. Ya know? But he is a jackass, instead of getting a new girlfriend Javier focus on yourself and be alone for a while, no?
Oh wait you can't do that can you? Remember the time in PR when I didn't have sex with you for 2 days. And you were pissy towards me all day. That day we had our first 'fight' down there. I got hormonal and needed support, but you just pushed me away. So I kind of 'missed home' at that point and I told your stepmother. And you had a bitch fit. Later on you apologized but explained to me, and I quote, "I'm sorry... It's just that sex is SO SO SO important in my life and when you didn't do anything for me in two days in a row it makes me so angry."
I'll still pray for him at night. Even though he is the biggest son of a mother fucking bitch right now, I will still pray and hope he will get it together for himself & his kids.
Because he OWES that to at least his kids.