Pity Party.

The last time I talked to Javier was over a month ago. I didn't try to make contact with him or anything.

Two nights ago guess who sent me a request on myspace? Just take a guess .... Javier. Surprise Surprise! I didn't think he would try to make contact with me, since you know, he has a new girlfriend now and everything. But, none the less he did.

So I accepted the request. And let me tell you I was like sick to my stomach.Five minutes later I get a message from him, "Why won't the chat thing work?" I didn't know. So I IMed him on the myspace chat thing.

He asked how I was and I told him I was doing pretty good. Then I asked him how he was, which was a mistake, cause his reply was "I'm pretty bad!!!" Oh jeez. Here we go. Pity Party on myspace chat, yay!

Basically the whole conversation was about how he has 'given up on himself.' He doesn't want to look for a job, he wants to quit school because it's just too hard. Blah blah blah blah blah.

I wasn't a bitch to him, I'll be honest. I was annoyed but didn't want to tell him that. Obviously he was just looking for sympathy. I basically told him that of course college is going to be hard and education is the only thing that can't be taken away from him. I tried to be encouraging but he was just so negative about it.

25 minutes into the conversation, he finally asked about Mia. Then he had to go and told me he would talk to me another time. Whatever.

I don't know why he's doing this. I think he likes to mess with my head, seriously. He acted as though we haven't talked in the last month. So casual. I don't understand his motives at all? Why are you talking to me, aren't you happy with your new girlfriend? Go complain to her. He does this all the time. Just as I start to feel better, he comes back into our lives.

Love me or leave me alone, Javier.