Monday, December 21, 2009

WTF with this guy.

12/22/2009
2:17 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
hey!!!
are you there???
amanda??!!!
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2:20 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
later!!!
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4:01 AM
Amanda:
I didn't mean to ignore you earlier I was upstairs trying to get Mia to sleep
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4:02 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
it's okay!!!
how is she???
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4:02 AM
Amanda:
She's good!
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4:02 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
how are you???
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4:02 AM
Amanda:
I'm good too thanks, how are you doing?
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4:02 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
not too bad!!!
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4:03 AM
Amanda:
That's good to hear
How the familia?
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4:03 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
good!!
hey!!!
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4:04 AM
Amanda:
I'm happy to hear that
hey
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4:04 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
i still have chance to send you those papers Amanda???
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4:04 AM
Amanda:
Do you still have them>?
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4:04 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
yess
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4:04 AM
Amanda:
Send them!
The lady called me today asking about it cause she didn't hear from you
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4:07 AM
Amanda:
Did Nereida get the package with all the presents yet? Do you know?
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4:10 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
idk!!!
shedidn't!!!
i just ask her
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4:10 AM
Amanda:
Oh alright thanks lol
It should be there soon though I sent it out on the 15th
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4:11 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
how your x-mas going??
i'll let you know
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4:11 AM
Amanda:
It's not here yet lol, but it's going good, Mia's first Christmas! so exciting
Thanks Javier
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4:11 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
i told her to tell me when she get it
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4:11 AM
Amanda:
lol okay
can you do me a favor?
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4:12 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
yeah
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4:12 AM
Amanda:
I need you to watch a video
You don't have to tell me how you feel about it, but I feel like I need to show you this
It's about God
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4:13 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
what is it??
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4:13 AM
Amanda:
Just watch it, it's only like 6 minutes. Just try to understand the message
it's very uplifting and beautiful
But please just watch everything
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4:14 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
hold on i'm gonna watch it
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4:14 AM
Amanda:
Okay tell me when your done
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4:23 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
done
it's cute
it got deep on i
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4:24 AM
Amanda:
I just wanted to let you know .. sometimes we get lost in things but just remember to keep fighting and God will save you
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4:24 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
i just don't wanna fight anymore he know's it!!!
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4:25 AM
Amanda:
Well he's with you Javier
And I always pray for you
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4:25 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
my dad said hello!!!
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4:26 AM
Amanda:
HIIII! tell him i miss him and love him!
Hola te extrano y te querio muchoo
right?
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4:26 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
yeah
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4:26 AM
Amanda:
:-)
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4:27 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
he's lmao
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4:27 AM
Amanda:
lmao
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4:27 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
lhao
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4:27 AM
Amanda:
hhaha cute
hows gordo?
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4:27 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
so gordo!!! lol
he's good!!
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4:28 AM
Amanda:
haha good! tell him i said hola too!
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4:28 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
i did
and he said watagatapitusberry
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4:29 AM
Amanda:
lmfao
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4:29 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
you know that song??
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4:29 AM
Amanda:
i saw that video
haha yeah from you
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4:29 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
on my myspace??
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4:29 AM
Amanda:
yep
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4:30 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
isn't funny??
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4:30 AM
Amanda:
yeah haha
how francheska and the baby?
she's so beautiful! fabian is getting huge!
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4:31 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
they are ok
they just got an appartment the other day!!
 
12/22/2009
4:31 AM
Amanda:
I know I saw her status Im happy for them
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4:32 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
oh!!
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4:32 AM
Amanda:
your sister shelly wants me to go to WI in the spring time
and stay with her
with Mia
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4:32 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
thats good
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4:33 AM
Amanda:
yeah
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4:34 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
i'm going of line... i'm gonna watch the 2012 movie
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4:34 AM
Amanda:
okay have fun
& tell me how it is!
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4:35 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
have you watch it???
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4:35 AM
Amanda:
nope not yet
i want to though
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4:35 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
i'm excited cuz i just get it
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4:35 AM
Amanda:
lol sweet
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4:35 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
well
i'm leaving
bye manda bye mia
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4:36 AM
Amanda:
okay i guess i'll talk to you later then
bye javier
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4:36 AM
SUPERKRIPPY:
i love you guys
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I cannot understand him at all. And I don't have the heart to just ignore him, I don't. I'm trying everything to just fight the feeling off. I'm not doing a good job, but I think I'm doing a good job in not showing him.

I'm acting as though I'm great and life is good, when on the inside I'm hurting a lot. So much confusion and stuff. But I won't let him know that, I can't cause then he'll know how to play me over and over again.

I have to be strong this time, for Mia.

2 comments:

  1. How frustrating! But you are strong, and things will be okay!
    At least you can always use "I have to take care of Mia" as an excuse if you want to ignore him!

    <3

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  2. It is frustrating! I just don't get him, he should be happy with his new girlfriend.

    But I've noticed since I've been back home, he's contacted me every time his life is like falling apart for him. He needs me haha, maybe one day he will wake up and realize what he's missing out on and kick himself in the ass!

    I do use that excuse alot lol, 'Sorry I was doing this with Mia..'

    Thanks! <3

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